Life has turned I suppose interesting or boring. I don’t
know –it’s kind of interesting in the sense, I am feeling energetic. This is
the basic that I need to move on; I know some of you say “ One love”. It’s good
for you. For me, I think, at this age – not that way. I have some vague
purposes and I haven’t yet taken it seriously. When will you take it seriously?
I would like to question myself at the early age of 40s. Still, life is
going on as it is the way I want.
Seriously, I know what to do. I know the strategy to
follow. I don’t know what I am waiting for. Maybe the right time to start? My procrastination
still continues. I want to gather up strengths that don’t just befall all at
the same time. Silly me? I think I have no utmost desire to do what I
want. If I do, what I want, this may
hamper my family? Or I am fearful of a new situation in my life. Yes, Adventurous
I should be by doing that. What is that thing that I want to do? Am I clear?
Yep, Clarity is required.
Wondering Typhoon! That’s something required to do for
what I want. In the long run, I am going to see and feel good for what I will
have done. I am sure, that doesn’t stop there. I think it will stop there – The
end. The two-minds just come up and duality begins, Ufff. Though this, I am enjoying
myself. I like being like this. There is no surety of anything that exists
except the sunrise in the east and set in the west. What a life!!
You need a break. Go for a break. Treat yourself but I do this
always. What else I need again? The beginning doesn’t begin there and it is a never-ending loop of thoughts! Alas! Procrastinations – how can I win? How can I
continue to exist? Frankly, I haven’t yet thought about the future self of
being myself that how will be my life at the age of 60 or 70s. Come on that’s tooo
far, how about 55?
